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Psalm 6 - I am so tired

11/17/2014

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I am so tired
For my friend Jen - Psalm 6
By S. Jewell S. McGhee

(1)        God, I feel like you are angry at me, or maybe punishing me for something I did.  Please
God, stop. Please be generous to me; don’t yell at me or punish me. 

(2)        I am so tired.

(3)        My body and my spirit ache. I feel so weak. I feel like my most vulnerable and intimate
self is curled up and trembling, hiding under a blanket.  How long? God, how long!? I
don’t know if I can make it any longer.   (4)  Come back from wherever it feels like
you've gone to. Save me from this mess, because I know you love me and have always
loved me.

 (5)        How can I praise you when I am so weak? How can I talk about your love when I can’t
feel it?  (6)  I am worn out from groaning. My nights are dark and long and my bed is
soaked with tears.  (7)  The light from my eyes is dim with worry and frustration.

People are doing me wrong. Life is treating me unjustly. The power and the money is
with the selfish and uncompassionate people.  (8)  I just want to get away from bad people who drag me through the muck! “Get away from me, God hears me!”

(9)        He sees my tears.
He hears my crying.
He listens when I pray.

(10)      All those who do wrong will be ashamed and dismayed; they will be turned back. They
will be disgraced. 

You are a God of justice.
You love what is good and hate what is evil.
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    S. Jewell S. McGhee

    Jewell is an artist who has come to be known also as an author.  She often writes a reflection to go with her art pieces and has been paraphrasing the psalms for many years.

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    S. Jewell S. McGhee likes to call her art “painting with pencils.” She first started using colored pencils to help her mother write names on lunch bags for school. “My mom would pick matching themes for the names on our bags; all balloons, or sunrises, or sometimes just geometric shapes. She always made them so beautiful; a plain brown bag lunch was, all at once, a love note, a story, a hug, and simple colors to enlighten us for the rest of the day.”  These bags also became a constant reminder that art was simple, attainable, and a necessary part of every day.

                “I always start with a story.” Every time you hear a story you have a physical (tears, a chuckle, or a smile) or mental (confusion, contentment) reaction which is unable to be explained in words alone. “I like to use abstract art as a medium to dive deeply into the complicated mess of a story and discover something more about it and about myself.” She follows the flow of a story and finds the shapes and colors that express its fundamental emotions and questions.

                Jewell uses her art to interpret the stories of Shakespeare, the newspaper, the Bible, and her own life. “As I grapple with Hamlet, I see lines-sharp and violent-cutting through relationships and into love.  There is red: obviously for blood, but also for love (a riddle itself). A golden crown, a golden son; a golden sun breaking through ghosts, clouds, and lives to reveal blackness and blood.”  How black is the blackness of hate? What texture is grace? What shape is confusion, or desperation, or promise? These are the questions these pieces ask.

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